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Sep. 5th, 2008 11:40 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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Nineteen. It doesn't even feel anything like it should. I didn't even know it had been so long until one of the guards told me. Didn't even know the man was alive until yesterday. They didn't matter before, I don't think. They were always just there, and then when we thought they were all dead, I couldn't even name one of them anymore. I wish we met up with them days ago. At least Verity's been leading everyone alright. I wonder if I could have done that if it was on my head.
They're all talking about what we should do from here, and I can't stop thinking about my birthday. Cake, presents... Something better than 'happy birthday'. It's not a happy birthday. It's not a happy birthday.
I am a butt. A nineteen year old butt. Happy birthday.
Nineteen. It doesn't even feel anything like it should. I didn't even know it had been so long until one of the guards told me. Didn't even know the man was alive until yesterday. They didn't matter before, I don't think. They were always just there, and then when we thought they were all dead, I couldn't even name one of them anymore. I wish we met up with them days ago. At least Verity's been leading everyone alright. I wonder if I could have done that if it was on my head.
They're all talking about what we should do from here, and I can't stop thinking about my birthday. Cake, presents... Something better than 'happy birthday'. It's not a happy birthday. It's not a happy birthday.
I am a butt. A nineteen year old butt. Happy birthday.
